Sum about my comfort zone...

I think that if there was sum like that that ever again I would go hella crazy but it was still all good. I know that if i was to go on a sand buggy i would go on it still but it was better that I thought it would be...

What ever's in claSS 2day...

Well I @m having a lil trouble at the pad, which is waking up on time and now I think that the program is get even moe mad. Now I know NOT 2 come back to a place like that or any other places that U would have to B woken up...

From family to friends...

Yes, yes my EIGHTEEN STREETERS are like a family well when one is in need of money they hook you up. One other big thing is that they also really do care about your well being also about where and when you got into a new fight. They really do care... Ooh and another person that I would consider would have to me my best friend MARIXZA. She is or has been in my life since day one in elementary.

If we didn't have any tech...

I would sleep even more if we didn't have any of this things. Ooh we would also have way more money to feed the poor, also we could have more money to get all the war over... But NA they don't damn have it so what are we at war for...

Wat I do in hard time's...

When I need time in my life or when I get mad >?":{P/...

What is respect...

To me respect is really big in the program were I'm currently in. Some of the folks that I work with demand it but I say you just give it not having to earn it. Just do it because it's the right thing to do. In many prisons respect is really big, " IF YOU GOT OUT OF LINE YOU GOT SMACKED". There is not a person on this planet that should treat any one else without the same amount of respect. Just imagine if that some one was to talk to your family or parent's like they or you did. Well that's what It means to me in this wonderful world.

Well what can u relate to...

I think that its o.k. to have your own beliefs. One thing that I cant stand is that there is a whole lot of beliefs that really do sound hella corny. In many parts of the world there is theories and beliefs but in a way it's what the tribes of family's have been born with or what they have been heard by there older folks. In my family there is a little thing that when you get with some one that has they're birth days in the same month, well my Granny once told me that she seen it happen and that's the spot my sister is in...

Annealisa...

I don't know if I could go over to the camps were they were but in a way it would of been really scary and in that age even more. I know that if I was going to a camp damn I would not have waited I would of ran or hid under the trains or drove very far away and would of left all my stuff behind. Anne and Margo and my wife would of been the first ones on the ride...The movie was way more detailed and the book tells more info...

A Thank "U" leter To Anne...

Hey Anne, thanks for the very interesting dairies that you wrote. Well if hadn't been for you would of never experience any of this thing, beside the big war that Hitler started back in your day. I think that if the war had ended more earlier you would of have lived to see what I and the rest of the world have seen. Nothing like that hiding because just reading the book that some one wrote about you. Well if you had of lived maybe you would of wrote your own book and made world wide news and maybe had your own store or something and maybe had been able to have your own books store...

U guess it...

Well in this book there were the first men to play baseball well. You tell me if this is really true that they were the first men to play ball in the 1800's (or was it in the 1900's?). If it was in that year what or how was it played? Was it just like now or was it way different? In what ways? Yes it was like today only it was played slower with a wooden bat. Now is it played with the same bat?

The day I saw every thing difrent...

I had one very ruff child hood in my past years and as I came to lose my father and he went to prison. I love him as my dad and my best friend, I know that I have to make my own choices unlike my father I had more than one or two chances, my life & my mommy's really went down when my father was deported out of the states... Than I really had to grow up an support my family after a while I got into my gang and I was out there taken peoples money and drugs. I needed to go back to school but I got to come to Salem and now I'm here I really had to shout up there at a very young age... in about four weeks I will be leaving Salem and back to my old town. I still to this day don't have my dad but a my little brother really look up to me as a roll model now so I really need to be there for their birth day's and Mom's.

What I diss like at school...

I hate the fact that you got to come to school almost all day just for you to get yelled at. I just hate math with passion but I know that it is very helpful to me in the future but even so I really dislike it... If there was no school and if you could just come in to take a test I would hella do it do it in the quickness. I know that if I was lock down like Anne I would been as smart as her, for bening in there for almost two years...

over my spring break...

Over my spring break I was all over the city playing foot ball at the water front park. I was also out by the coast. Me and the crew were fishing out there and they got some weird looking fish. I know that one of them was a sea trout, sea bass and some long looking like fish which I think was a little sea monster...? I know that I was also in a beautiful car that was given to me by my family as a birth day present. I fell in love with the car as soon as I saw it. I know it was meant to be for me to meet this 1978 Monte Carlo... I love her and she loves me to.

What would she of done...

I think if I was in her shoes I would of wrote the same way because well she new that they were not going to make it out all in a good ending. Some type of feeling might of came along for her to just say what she said and the way she did or wanted to do things with that boy peter. I also know that I would of tried to hit on her to if I was locked up so long. Maybe I would of had some alone time just me and her if I new we were going to die?

What I like in my time...

Alex Pacheco likes likes to spend time with his 78'Monte Carlo on the weekends. If I had more time to spend with my car I would hella do it maybe that's something that will Keep me out of trouble when I go back into the community. For the rest of my time I like to spend it with my family, well and this still only on the weekend. I love the fact that my family knows that I love my car so much but then they know I have hell love for them to. I think that by me getting my GED will open so many doors for me and my car, like car shops tier replacements & even stores... For me the night time is like a play ground when i was out there doing my thing and for me being in her is like I don't really want to know what goes on every day that I'm not there.

me in amsterdam...

If I was taken there to Amsterdam in 1944? I would of got me some heat and looked for a place to snipe the bad people out. Me being there would causes the whole city a big damage. why? because I would try to help all the folks in hiding & that would really make the other people mad. I know if I was taken back in to that camp I would of tried to set it on fire well maybe all the folks there were in to much pain and that stop them from thinking BIG and out side of he box. Alex would of really helped out a whole lot of people and maybe would helped rescue Anne F.

my similarities with the book...

Well I think that I can kind of relate to this in a way because I'm in a lock up treatment program.I know that I'm not in that bad of a case, I can come out not like her she was stuck in a small room and it was for along time. Well me to but in this cases I have my own room and I only share it with only one person. In my case if I get in trouble I don't go home but her she was in a bad mood. As for me I just get grounded. Alex's blog is kind of similar, why? Because we are writing so that other people can read it...

Thoughts on the Book

What I think about Ann's sister and why she dose not get along with here or why she does. Well I know that my brothers and sisters were not that much of a push over well maybe some times and so was I. In this book there is a whole lot of mouth running so maybe that's why they really don't engage into many conversations. Anne is really into boys but really her father cant help out with that and if she could of talked to her sister that maybe would of made things much easyer for her to spit some game to her future loved one.

Well wat I do for my free time...

I think that for my free time I would really enjoy a stay at the best beach. I know that when I'm at the beach I get away from all the real world. Well I know that being there its like a whole new me. Why? Because I get to be my own self. When I jump in the water I feel hella good even though I remember my family that have past away an that's good & bad in a way you can say... I'm a big fan of BBQ when me and my family go out there so yep we get down and dirty..

Changes for u B.....

Hi, is this way better for "U"...???

Tell about the book...

Well in this few pages I had no good thinking. I was in my own world. I know that in the the few last page's Anne was in some type of love stuff. I also know that she was going and going on about the fact that Peter is really attaching to her and she feels that he dose not pay any attention to her at all an that's what she writes on a daily bases and that's why I think she starts crying an runs back to her room? And that's I remember from my last day in school...

Alex in hiding...NOT....

Me in hiding no that would be hella crazy, I would go out at nite and kill all who was against me. In my few years of living I have seen to many movies with killing in them. Alex the afgani killa, that would be my name in that part of the world. Now if I was in hiding I would really go all around and set booby trap so that no one was to come in and only allow me to come in my secret passage's... I would make a big back up plane to expolde my home if that whole army stop by to say hi, then BOOOM....

Annes past...

If I were in that spot I would mots likely go crazy and I would have had any body to tell me better. I know living in a crowded place is very frustrating and I tell you this because I have been in that same situation...Well in my family we like to party a whole and let me tell you that in my past we have had a whole lot of folks over in my old home that I didn't know or new so yep I felt you in a way. In that whole book stage Anne might of felt like this but in her situation it was you hide or you die...

My first LOVE in grade school...Ahha

My first few years in school I was a player, so was my best little homie. Then my middle school years came by and that's were my biggies crush came along. I think that my biggest crush I ever had was with my last ex-girlfriend... In my Hi school years me and Brenda Vega. Were together for about a pried of eighteen months, it was a wonderful experiences for me in my hi school... ever since then my life is in just a big mess, now I'm trying to meet as many girls as I can every were that I go...

What I can relate to in the book...

I know I'm not a girl but "a" I use to be one mouthy little boy in my home. In my pad we are not in hiding but me and my family have had some hard harsh times in the past... Well I can say that my mother is not a bad mom but my father was always there when I needed some one to talk to. My father was like good buddy of mine and at the same time was dad in both... Not one time did I say any thing bad to or write bad about her even though I did hurt her by getting into the GANG... Now my life took a whole flip around and my life is straitened up so that I can help my family out instead of hurting them more, but now in a good way. So yep in a way I do miss school but not as much as Anne. I would see why but damn my life is in a big stage right now...

My fear's in Hoood #8...

My biggest fear is snakes in the water. I hate all the math@@ F@K@en$$ snakes I just do...
My only good sense is that if I was to see one I would KILL it in the quickness... I know that if it did come across me I would have to make me a pair of boots and a set of belts....HaHaaa... Maybe some one out there feels the way I feel and that they can be on my side if I was be on a plane with a lot of damn snakes...

the other fam...

Mrs. Van Daan is a very old lady and she is a home or secret pass were it is very small to be in. Well on top of all that she is very grummpy and she lives with younger ppl.22 months... One of the parts that I like or was funny is were they all had to goI think that that other family is a bit to gready and in a way, they are in a very small place to be in for a priod of like to the rest room in a jar.. haha that would of been very yukky...

Anne's dad...

Well Anne's dad really is not in the book that much like the Vandan's. I think the father that she always says hi to is really close to her, the way she talks to him instead of her mommy. Well this little girl said some naughty things about mommy and that was left out of the diary that Anne wrote..
I think that the father she had was really good people to her. In the end of all this she still lives wit her folks...

Why did they have diary's...

I think that one of the ways to get in touch with some one back in the day was by mail. One of the things that Anne was trying to do was writ about her days, in hiding in a small ass place. The one part were Anne talks about her mom beeing a smart ass, and the other bad or should I say making fun of her. In a book I think that they would keep all the good details out of the book, that's why I kind like the diary that Anne wrote....

about Anne...

Well be4or I read this book I new that there was a whole lot folks that were killed for no good reason. I also new that there was a hole lot of people were hiding in small places and that they were in very deep stuff if they were found, the most scary part of all this that there were kids my age and that they had no other Chance to get away. In that time many young kids had to go out their and fight...

Lowriers...

My love and passion 4 cars is pretty darn big and the fact that it is in my blood (I just love it). One thing I would love to do is to some day just own my own shop, to build and fix wat I love doing the most. I have a family or should I say my old gang,WS18ST is the gang, that I was or am affiliated with. That family helped build a car club named "PUROS LOCOS,CC"in the city of HILLSBORO. I know my real family was in to the old classic cars in there day's to like my grandfather was into all of this "LOW RIDING"... & so was my dad, he actually owned one of my most favorite car's which is the 1964 CHEVY, IMPALA it was a nice white color. well that is my dream to own one more of thous car's and soon...

Anne's friend ship.

Anne's mother is the women who is always in people's business and there for she don't get along with her own mother. The person you should have the most respect for Anne doesn't, but in a way that is better that she has a better relationship with her father. In a way that's good because her mother could of been having a bad day, and that's when her dad would of came in to save the day. In my home its way different because that's the lady whom gave me birth...
In my past all the other folks I use to kick it with were just like Anne and the way they use to do it was like in a funny way. I like to play around with my mom, but not crossing that line. In the past many of my older friends have crossed that line and have ended in very deep S!@$...

If I read out of class,YES.

Did I use to read NO, but now I'm reading every two day's and I like it. I really enjoy reading about cars more like Lowriders and the chance I do get a whole lot of reading to do. I love the fact that lowriding is in my blood and the fact that I'm in a treatment program it kinda stops me from doing that. When I get home though I really get down with it and I have this magazine collection keeps me entertained. I hate the fact that I cant read what I really love, but then again they tell us to do what we love and that's one of the thing that keeps me going in life. I really don't like going out with the guys to the store because every time I go out I see a car I like and I tell them the year and they make fun of me... The Car Freak...

what I like about this book so far

I know this book is really real in a way because of the thing's we seen on that part of the book. I also think that in this book there is something hella bad is going to happen to Anne. One thing that really is not so cool is when the whole family has to go # 2 in jars, and then place them in the living room were they sleep at and talk at. If I was in that spot I were to be in deep shit and also having to be in there with my little brothers and a whole nother family. Damn that would be hella annoying.

Y u bug me ...

Something that really bugs me is that when some one is talking a whole lot of shit. I think that really bugs everybod, but were I come from I was raised to hit back or say something bad or nasty to your opponent. I really think one more thing that I really hate is that when some one is trying to go out and have some fun the other person is trying to kill it for you or them, now that really bugs me.

what would I miss...

I think that I would miss every thing having to be with the out door's. I also think that my world without water,food and girl's would be very good in my hiding. I think that if I was away for like 2 years I would have set up all sort of stuff like booby traps, and other type of boom bang's. i would of gone to war with all them and I would have freed all the folks lock down...

The folks that helped in Anne's hiding

Well these people were Sure brave and had a lot of heart to do what they did to help. I also think that something else would of happened to the folks that were involved in the whole thing and as that went on for a while Anne and her family were in a very small place so it was or it might of bin very hard to do what they accomplished to do in a very small place.

about the holacaust

I just seen all these videos full of things that were in that post. A very sad slide show of what happen there while being burnt up. The spot were the videos were filmed was pretty freaking sad, not just that they also found a place were they could contact the folks that were involved or should I say that lost their whole families just because they fell asleep on the trains and in the F@#$ing camps...

Something tyhat makes me happy.

One thin that makes me very happy is or having freedom, cuz when I had it it was like I took it for granted. I think that is one thing that really makes me happy "U" know why because it is all free/just priceless. I think that if I was on the outs it would be very different and well I cant really say that I am free but just the fact that I'm in this treatment program it's more flexible. In this new year I really wanna get away from all the bad thing's that use-to be in my old life and one other thing is that if my Dad would be able to get his citizenship back and wouldn't have to be hiding so damn much. Man... I really wish that I could talk to the f@#$ing law or Mr.Obama and tell was up with all that bull shit alien law's that not cool with it at all. There thing is what they say on T.V. is Justic, and freedom For ALL... so when I talk to them I'm going to let him or them know what I'm about now in my new life.

About Anne Frank.

I really like the fact that this little girl was a part of that whole war thing and in a way it was kinda sad. This little girl was pretty brave because of the fact that she was hidden inside the big walls of a home in that town were she's from. One very sad thing is that here family were all killed in these camp's that were all over the place. The man who had made the camps was Adolf Hittler a man that change all the laws in that city and that was in a big killing spree... Then a long,long time passed and these diaries were found in that home where Anne wrote in almost every day.

The Post Up.

Well just last night I stood up for some one at the house which is new to the program and was known out on the outs. There was a small incident over at the night groups we all go to, well some one decides to get out of hand and start to talk smack towards the new kid. As all this was happening I stood up for the one new kid and told the other kid what was up and that if he was going to do something stupid he was gonna pay hard by going away for a long time.

What I know about the Holocaust.

In that time a man named Adolf Hitler was in a war against the Jewish folks. This war led to a lot of killings in his country there were the Germans and the Jewish people who had came in that whole war thing they came in to there land without them knowing at all. Adolf was the main person in charge of so many killing, he was also once a foot soldier and went on to be one of the top dog's for that army. In the that whole war thyme there were little kid, mom's and even baby's were killed with out knowing why and if they were going to ever see their loved one's at all. We still read about this till this day in our in school's every were you may go.

D@ tripy Tripp's on the mooN...

My imaginary friend is on a trip to the the "Moon", and he has a big mission. The man's mission will be to go out there and tell the martshiness to get with the program, and not to destroy the world, but to help out and that day wont really come after all. This big Puerto Rican is gonna be on a good trip and is gonna send me "pix's". All the "pix's" will go to my good friend the president mailto:O'bma and he will be the one on a bigger trip than my dude. I really think that my trips is gonna trip out evRey body...

My own make up character...

Well my character is from the Puero Rico Islands, and he loves to make hella jokes about the people he works with. I really think he is one of the most down to earth person I have ever met in a treatment program like the one I'm in as we spake. This one Puerto Rican is so much help to the folks he works with in the facility. We all love him like he was in hours lives for the longest time and he was not really but we or I can say that I do much. But this character is one very good person in general...

My hood

In my hood I can really relax, doing all the cool things that I want. My favorite thing is that it is very big and it always smells like a lot of BBQ smoke and it always gets full of people. Its I can really get way from any thing. Really if I was in my old hang out spot I would daydream all day and no one could tell me when and were to go. I would always go there with my best friend or family members. There ain't a whole lot to do here but in my old hood I could really be my self and mac or spit some game at any girl that I feel when on that damn corner. Many of my folks can really rely on it to to get way from home or just a hard day in school. There is a whole lot going on in the summer time to, and cuz its down the street from the park were we always have BBQ and were all the lady's come an pose in the car club shows we have every Friday and I just love the smell of the gas and the sound that come out of the 15inch sub's on the sunny day. I also love the strong sound of the engine's coming up for there turn to Hop= jumping up and down and side to side I just love it. I just love my street and my whole family...

W@t 3v3r d@y 1n cl@s5...

Well I think D@ when I gets out Of the Program I wILL HAve Hella saport AND @ whole lot of thInG's t0 K3Ep me busy. I think that some folks thinthat we all just failers @nd thatS n@t C00l @t all... So when I get out I'm gonna hella prove peopel Wrong and come over here and let them Know that They were wrong In the biginning...So let It be knownnn'n

Time line in life...

Well I was born in the city of Hillsboro,OR. I was on a back an forth trip as a child up to Tigerd, Beverton and also down into Forest Grove. Other parts of Portland and some parts of Silverton.
I was very small when all this was going on I went from school to school. I attended Hillsboro high and also Liberty high school there my freshmen year. That's were i started to go into wrestling and I try ed to do basket ball but i was to damn short an still am. I was very much from place to place as a child.

Over my home pass

Well I had to spend my Holiday's in the damn hospital and it was pain full... Well at least i still have my gut's because the way thing were happening were very scary. I really think that my mom was very happy to hear that the blood coming out of my rectum was not so bad... Though I'm still gonna have to have a colenauscape with a Dr./ which is a small lens's or camera up in my boootay... I still don't know when it's gonna happen and if it's gonna hurt a hole lot. I'm dew here in ma bey two the three weeks... Ooh and my New Year's was pain full as well. So Yep... Santa was not so help full this last year...