My holidays in the Hill's

I'm going to be at the Mt.Hood over my vacation. In a way I'm kinda freaked out because of the three folks that were up in Hood and got lost while on there trip. If we do end up going up there shoot, I'm going nowhere in the damn woods that's all I know. Other then that I'm going to over in the Hill's with the Family... That's going to be hella cool and maybe we can all go out to the beach and see the sun down with my older brother,nephew and my girl friends. That's going to be pretty awesome. The part that will suck is having to also come back to the Cavazos Center here in town. Damn that's going to hella be my low point..

th@t Low Low b00k...

One b00k I will be in or more like a magazine is the lowrider mag... that really gets me in to reading about the part's and the hottest car's of the city, and of he year. One thing that I love about it is that they come over to my town sometimes.

that one book..

One book that I would recommend to a friend would be the book that I'm now reading in this class. The book I'm reading is Coraline. This book took place in the city out of the U.S. that's all I know. They also made a movie that had taken place in Portland,OR well so I Konw.. One main person in this book would be the little girl named Coraline. There in the home is her two parents and some other folks that are helping to pay the other part of the big home with them. I think that any body could like and read this book because it is trippy and funny in a way. So look for it...

I really think that this book was pretty cool and by the way there where a lot of mispelled words . I also think that we should put ourselves in J.R. shoes and see how it would be to live in his life and on the Rez. Arnold would of been in a better place if he would of had to move from the Rez if they had the money too move on out just him and his family. the way life for J.R was pretty hard losing three family members in less then a year. If I could of changed something in this book it would be that his best friend shouldn't have betrayd him so bad like it said in the book that we reade in class. One more life that sounds like mine and the sad part about it is that were in the same state I think.

Indian reservations are areas of land given to Native American tribes by the United States government. In the 1850-60's the government decided to move Indians to land that was unwanted by settlers. Many of the tribes did not want to move to new lands and refused. Soon the government sent in the U.S. Army and force them to move to the new reservation lands. This caused many bloody wars between the Indians and the U.S. Army. Eventually most Indian's did move to the reservations. Today, reservations are run by their own tribal council, and less than half of Indians live on the reservations. Many of the Indians who live off the reservations live in large western cities like Phoenix Arizona ,Los Angeles, CA.

Arnold/Jr.

Arnold's family is one of kind because they have each others back.they had the whole family over eating away wile Arnold's mom swam in treas and hug him. That's the way it should be and I think that on the REZ the life is way different to the kids and that Arnold is cool with. The most messed up thing is that the way his fathers friend had to die, the way his sister had to die was even more upsetting and knowing that some of us die the same way too. Well I wish death on no one.

my way of seeing

If I were to lose all my five senses I would like to keep my sight. Because if being in the room with a girl and see every thing she is doing to you wouldn't need to talk or smell you would already know what to do, also know how to tell her in sings. A thing that would help me the most is that I would know wherI was going to and how to get there.

My holladays

For me in this up coming Holiday it would be very nice for my dad to be out. At least near by or at least on the outs and out there in Mexico with my grandfather and that way I can speak to him over the phone and not through mail. In the few day's that i got left here in this damn program. It would be even more cool if I could spend New Years with him but no I'm just gonna have to be stuck here in this dang place and wont even go home because of them. Oh, a thin that i would like for it to happen in my family is that we should all be together on this day's. i think that that's going to be my New year resolution, and so it will be just that. Oh I also want to thank god for letting me live another day on this world that is so damn hard for me....

Coraline

Well this book is pretty good even though I just started it. I think that by the end of this book it will get even more than what it is right now so yep. I'm at the part of the book were the little girl just found the door in the home that they just got, there is also some other people live there too.

My Personality/hi haters...

I'm that type of person that likes to be involved in many sports and likes to have a whole lot of fun. I really know that I'm funny and like to make fun of Mackenzie, and I know I am jealous. NOT... and I really think that she is a duck fan... I'm that type of honest person when people like to make shit up I tell it how it is. I like to be well mannered and enjoy to have fun in and out of school even though I'm in treatment. I'm quick to snatch your girl if you ain't quick to pick. No good -punk so think quick. But in the endI like to have me all type of food's. I really think that people like me just like this and not any other way... If I think that some one is in trouble I'll be there, if I'm in deep stuff I'll be waiting for god. THAT'S JUST ME...

best part of book...

I think that this book is pretty cool in the life of an Indian that is kind like my life. I really think that some of this really relates to me in the poor & alcholism. This is a every day thing over were I'm from. The part that I like the most about it is that in the book these Indians stick together and that's kind how we or me and my family are. I also think that Rowdy is a pretty cool friend to have if i was that old like j.R. the main act er in the book. Arnold is a kid that had or has a head tumour and is attending all day high school. And also plays basket ball there. In the beginning is were I didn't really like this book . I really think that this book is cool and lets us know how it is to be a Indian at the REZ.

The Best Song Ever.

If I were to die I really want family & friends to play that song called Just Give Some Kind of Sign Girl by Brent Wood. I would want my whole family to play it at my funeral or even on a special day like my birthday or on my grad... I really enjoy this song when I'm with my brothers at the house and in the car. They really enjoy hearing it when ever I feel like it. So yep that's my song. let it be known even my old dog liked it. He would jump up and down when ever I put it on.. So that tells you how much it means to me.

Weird food combination

My most weird food is having shrimp with other sea foods. The way that I do this is by mixing all of them in a big bowl and adding a whole lot of veggises like avocados, also Clamato, tomato and having to put a lot of parsley. I really enjoy the way my mom makes the food on a special occasion and on a big holidays. I think that my weirdest food would have to be that. I really need to open a new restaurant so that every body can try my weird food a say holy $!t# give more of this crazy sea food.

pitbull parolees

Pitbull Parolees is the best TV show on rigth now. I think that the way that this show is so damn cool is that it is run by an old lady that lives on a farm with two twins brothers an two girls. The way this farm is run on a daily basis, by feeding them and bathing them. Oh, not just that they also have to get the dogs ready for adoption and they also try to get other dogs that are found out in the cities. The main pitbull lady is in charge of every worker on the farm. The big guy that works on the farm is strait out of prison in southern California.

Think Outside of the Box..

I'm really thankful for being in this damn program and not some were els also for my life and me being in this wonderful world and not being in the damn jail cell. I am also hopeful for my mother being there for me every time I'm in deep shit and also thing that I don't like to do like community service or ODT. I'm very thankful for my family here and out of the country. I think that in my old town there isn't a whole lot of help for the g.e.d's over in my town so that's another one. I just want to be in my old town so damn much, in between three months and I'll be thankful for that...

Weeks off..

Alex Pacheco is going out of town and wont be back till Sunday. I really wanna spend time with my family and friends over the holidays. I want to spend time over and out of the program and stay away from all the drama and I'll take some time to think about what happened about three weeks ago. In my pad there will be all sorts of food and there will be family from all over. I'm sure I am gonna have hella fun out there. I really wanna spend time with my "X" girlfriend. I need to write to my folks locked up so they don't feel all down even though they are incarcerated. There isn't anything more shitty then having to be stuck in a damn cell with your family out on the outs, but hey there isn't anything we can do to kick it with them so I'll take some alone time and write to them because that's what keeps you going and keeps you from thinking stupid things that you can do to your self because I did when in there.

Arnold's life.

I think that J.R. and Rowdy are very far apart and they still get along so that's cool in a way. One thing that really is hard for J.R. is to except that he is still full Indian and that's the part that rowdy don't get that. Only if they went to the same school and hey were in the same classes and if they or Rowdy was to see that in that school he is really someone. The fact is that if Rowdy was to see his buddy in love he would be really happy I know so or what it seems like from the book and the rest of the folks at the Rez would really see J.R. like a real normal kid. I really think that if they were to see that the way his sister left it kind helped his mind get more loose.

sentencs addding

Junior is Spokane Indian, and he lives on the Reservation.
At Reardan High school junior is one of the smartest kids and so is Gordy.
Junior has a hard time getting to school and sometimes, he has to walk all 22 miles.

The Part Time Indian

I think that Alexie named this book like as he lived in or on that damn Rez. I also think that the way he wrote the book really explains how he was brought up in a all full time Indian's and as he said in the front of the book the life of a part time Indian. Saving for the poor people was a good idea to do but at the end he got jacked and that was hella messed up. I think that,that's why he wrote this book about his whole life. I really think that he was or is a good writer, when he was a kid he did go through a whole lot of thing's something like similar to my life and that's why I like this book and it makes me look back and see what I did as a young one. I relate to this book in the same way were me my self and Alex, were involved in a car bash like Alexie and Rowdy in the book...

communication

I really think that one way that we can all communicate is by phone and @ Internet. There are more ways of getting a hold of people but this is the most used through out the day in the world. I really think that we the people and by that I mean that every body in this city use all this wether its by phone or ipod we all send many messages and its so damn quick. I think that in the the past there were the same ways to get a hold of who ever you wanted to get a hold of. Also its was the same but in a way we didn't know how to use it but here comea along cell phone's. If there weren't any type of technology we would be so damn boring in this world. I really think that we all need this thing's to be more in touch, unlike back in the old days were there were no "cells" or any computers so we all lucky to have all of these thing's unlike our parents stuck with "pagers".

Life on the Rez.

If I were to live on the Rez it would be cracking there with me because that's all we do in our life as MEXICANS. I would really enjoy living there with these Indians, well they really don't do thing like we do on a daily bases we do all sort of thing. One thing that I really like about this book is that Rowdy really is a cool kid because he like's J.R. a whole lot but some time's he is a bit hard headed. I really think that he is a good kid but he was just brought up a in a rough life so he really don't get along with a whole lot of people but his best friend J.R. at the Rez.

move f4rom ny old town.

I really don't like were we live now. But for me its a better spot to get away from all the bad thing's in my old town so in a way it kind of don't hurt me for what my parents did for me. I really like the way me and my old "family" or gang use to hang out all the time so that hurt me leaving all these memories with them in that old "Shadow Park" on SE HILLSBORO. If I could have that old home I would definitely take that chance but in a way some thing down deep in side tells me that wouldn't be right because that's like saying that I really don't see what my family did for me in the beginning and for me to go back to those old streets would hurt them to but, who really knows. Maybe I will go back some day in the future or not.

let me discibe J.R.

Well let me tell you about J.R. the main kid in this story is very lay bake or ma be more like chill and it is because the the brain water. The way that I see this whole story is the boy has a whole lot of problems so that's why he really depends on that Oscar as well as Rowdy... he also don't like that hi parent drink a whole lot so that another thing about him or his life.

Sherman Alexie the Indian the book.

This book that we are reading is cool in a way because the way that the kids on the Rez made fun of him. The very first part in the book was sad in away that he said it and how they were in a poor stage. It was pretty sad the way that there was a whole lot of drinking there at the Rez. Also there was a part were it kinda made me fall in was where the friend and the father were out side and they were trying to kill that little kids dog that was like a person to him as he said in the book, so that was sad how they had to handle that with him being there.

the bigest thing that i overcome

One thing that I overcome in the past five months that is being in that program I'm in as we speak. Another thing that I really had to overcome is life in the neighborhood were I'm from, things that I have had to do to get by. In my household I really didn't have a whole lot of things to play with and also I really didn't have that father figure all the time... Well when he was around it was more like if we didn't even know each other and it hella hurt me to see that as well as my older brother that was always there when I needed some one to talk too.

Tell of my own life.

I wana be free till I die but not in the county of L.A. but in the streets of HILLSBORO till I be deceased. I really don't want to live the states but I gotta because I wana be with the rest of my family in the end. The way I see it I saw the making of the first MAX line in the that city. I also got to witness the very first African American President in the U.S. so that feels good to see and some day hopefully if I have a family of my own I can share with them that I was around to witness history in my shoe's. I can tell you a whole lot of things in my old life that I did and I really think that I rather not but in a way it helped me out to get money and other things that I needed. Also what ever I needed to get in my house hold I would do it and that was that. If I could do my G.E.D. in less time I wouldn't even be here. I would be at the Pad= home and probably have good amount of cash to head out of the the U.S. and dip out to the very end of Mexico. I only have a "." of three months till I go home and can be free........

write about the book you reading

I really like the book that I am currently reading. It is called the S.O.S Titanic. I really have been in to this book in the passed two weeks and it seems pretty chill till the grandfather died.
I the first couple of pages the man that I just told you about was in a deep room inside of the big Ship. There was a part that I really liked was when the band was still playing till the ship broke in to two. I really think that the people who wrote this book were kinda watching the movie and they just took since from there and they stock them on this S.O.S. book so I can really say that it was pretty smiler to the Titanic movie. The first time i read this book it quickly reminded me of the movie when I watched it with my family. I really think that if they were to write another book it would be cool to read it to see what happen too the other two children that got off the ship and made it to land.

Dear Rebekah,

I really think that in this class I really got into two or more books, because in the streets I dident like any type of school thing in my hands . I really needed to have some type of high and I really didn't think any body cared about me but now I know that people helping me out .
I really didn't think that I would get this far and really be this deep into my schooling so hey I really think that this class helped me.

Sincerely,
@lex P@ch3co

The city of HILLSBORO

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my own poem.

I really like to....
I really like to love
I really like to be loved
I really wana be someones lover in life
I really don't like to hate
I really don't like hate=ers
I really don't wana be one of them
I really don't want to stand by them
And the day I die I wana be there- in front of them...

BY: @l3x P@ch3c0

on my weekend or over it...

Well 4 me my weekend was pretty good also I went to a family pretty out in HILLSBORO. I also did a hole lot of thing with my family over the weekend I did have to stay in for a wile because of the rain. I really wanted to stay longer but to bad that i had to come bake but hey look I'm in class so it's not so bad after all. I wish that I was a bit more smart though so that I wouldent have to struggle with my G.E.D so much and that way I would just stay in at home with my Fam....

poem that we like

I really like that poem that we all read as a group. It was about a pimp or a player , that wanted to have hole bunch of girl's and we wanted all the oldie fish tail car's and he also wanted to have all his lady's in the funeral. He talked about if he did died he wasn't going to be all spooked out and if he did leave this world they would remember him as that big pimp or big girl Lover that ever lived in this nice place. That's how I want to be remembered when I pass away, I wana be known as a pimp and a lover and loving person and as a cool father, also a very good man and husband.

cars.

I like fast sport cars
Some are very fast and are cool
I like to race them

girls

sexy
cool
wild
work a lot
beach
loving
addicts
shop a lot
pretty
sex
relationship
athletic
fine

song that talks about my life.

When I was young me and my mama had beef Seventeen years old kicked out on the streets Though back at the time, I never thought I'd see her face Ain't a woman alive that could take my mama's place Suspended from school; and scared to go home, I was a fool with the big boys, breakin all the rules I shed tears with my baby brother Over the years we was poorer than the other little kids And even though we had different daddy's, the same drama When things went wrong we'd blame mama I reminice on the stress I caused, it was hell Huggin on my mama from a jail cell And who'd think in elementary? Heeey! I see the penitentiary, one day And runnin from the police, that's right Mama catch me, put a whoopin to my backside And even as a crack fiend, mama You always was a maxican queen, mama I finally understand for a woman it ain't easy tryin to raise a man You always was committed A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how ya did it There's no way I can pay you back But the plan is to show you that I understand You are appreciated Chorus: * Lady... Don't cha know we love ya? Sweet lady Dear mama Place no one above ya, sweet lady You are appreciated Don't i don't hate you * "And dear mama" instead of "Dear mama" Verse Two: 2Pac Now ain't nobody tell us it was fair No love from my daddy cause the coward wasn't there He passed away and I didn't cry, cause my anger wouldn't let me feel for a stranger They say I'm wrong and I'm heartless, but all along I was lookin for a father he was gone I hung around with the Thugs, and even though they sold drugs They showed a young brother love I moved out and started really hangin I needed money of my own so I started slangin I ain't guilty cause, even though I sell rocks It feels good puttin money in your mailbox I love payin rent when the rent's due I hope ya got the diamond necklace that I sent to you Cause when I was low you was there for me And never left me alone because you cared for me And I could see you comin home after work late You're in the kitchen tryin to fix us a hot plate Ya just workin with the scraps you was given And mama made miracles every Thanksgivin But now the road got rough, you're alone You're tryin to raise two bad kids on your own And there's no way I can pay you back But my plan is to show you that I understand You are appreciated Chorus Verse Three: 2Pac Pour out some liquor and I reminsce, cause through the drama I can always depend on my mama And when it seems that I'm hopeless You say the words that can get me back in focus When I was sick as a little kid To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did And all my childhood memories Are full of all the sweet things you did for me And even though I act craaazy I gotta thank the Lord that you made me There are no words that can express how I feel You never kept a secret, always stayed real And I appreciate, how you raised me And all the extra love that you gave me I wish I could take the pain away If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day Everything will be alright if ya hold on It's a struggle everyday, gotta roll on And there's no way I can pay you back But my plan is to show you that I understand You are appreciated Chorus Sweet lady And dear mama Dear mama.



I ALEX can relate to this song because it tell my past and what I have been through and all the tears my mom shed as I wasn't here when I in jail. I really like this song because the first time I listened to it was when I was incarcerated and I had mom hella crying and it was not cool for me to always call her in my mess. I always hate to see my mommy sad and she thought that it was a good place to keep me at. Well some times she didn't know were i was at some there were times when she said that to me and it hurt me to hear that coming from mom. So I think that this song kinda tells who I really am in and out.

y do people write poetry?

I really think some people like too write about poetry or why it was written is that it kinda makes sense. Some of it really rhymes to some people. I really get into it some times. Some people can read it and that helps some folks out and I think that it kinda of relax is some people and it is a help for the lover's out there and if they play there card's right they can get hooked up and they will have more people adapted to it and more even kids. I really think that it definitely helps people out to get away for a wile and space out.

family tradition fo me...

In my family we have a lot of things that we do when it comes to get togethers. Any type of party we have always end up getting out of hand . I really love my people when it comes down to New Years, and I really don't like when my aunt's boyfriend comes over and some times we end up drinking with them as well as my older sibling's. I really don't like to be sitting around my little brother's when I am under the influence of fruit punch, my friend.

My freedom in less then three months...

I been in this CAVAZOS CENTER for about a total of four months. I have been doing hella good and i really hope that wat I did the last two day's affect me at all . My P.O. came and talk to me about my behavior ,he alos sed that it all depend on me on wat time I wana get the hell out. I really dont wana stay there longer, but it also depend on who fast I get my g.e.d as well as to graduate out of the CAVAZOS CENTER. I really do wana get it soon but I need big help so If your out there let me know and come and hit me with some knowledge and hope fully I can get my g.e.d. sooner. I really need help but I'm going to make it as my older brother did when he was my age and I really got good advice from him and my dad. Well dad doesn't live with me now,but soon he will or I will and i think that,that was a big downer for me when I lost my dad in 2006 and that's when I drooped out of middle school as well as high school and tha'z' how i ended up I n this damn program i hope too get out soon and that I finally move to MEXICO with dad an mom,and baby brother's and my older half brother that lives in KIZERe so i'll that I can Levi the U.S. After I get out I will have to wait for like two months till I get off probation.

I have been in a big car crash that's probably the biggest or closes to death I have ever been in. I have friends that have passed away and that really hurt me as if I was the one doing the dying for them or there family. If I lost my life soon I really want to let my family know that it was so good being here and if I did what I was suppose to have done ,I'll see them in heaven. I really will miss being here and they would of been very proud of me not of the bad things. Many people will remember me as that guy that has loved girl's and was faithful too them.

place u dont wana go

I really don't like talking about it but ill tell you anyway. I would not go back if they paid me a million $ in cash to go on this famous ride in Disney land. If I could I would take that ride down if I had the chance. I also would go back to my old pad.

my real home

If I could go back I would go to the city of "Hillsboro" because that's were I was born and I left all my family there. I also love what goes on there. When
I have my own family I wanna have them be born there as well. We all got to see a lot of thing's as I grew up there as child and I really miss were I use to live.I also fell in some thing called like or love and it was o.k. well that's all I really wanna say beside the other thing that I saw I really don't wana say o.k.

I remeber about SEP'11th

I remember that a hole lot of people were crying and as if some one had been in a big car crash and if they had lost someone very important. I really think that many people felt like if they had lost the most valuable thing in the world. I was only in the fifth grade and I didn't really know if I should help other folks or cry with them or run home too mommy.

If I could go out to mexico with d@d....

If I could go any were. It would have too be Mexico because wen my dad left us and go taken to jail it was so hard for me too be away from him. My father was like my best-es Friend and he played that dad roll to,so that's why it was so hard for me to go to school every day and some people just didn't see that. One of the reasons I droped out of high school was that i dident have any body to keep me on trak. I think that it would be hella worth it for me too go out to the MEX. That's why I am dippen back ther.

wrirt about most embarrasing moment.

Dang I have a very embarrassing thing to tell you. Well this all starter one summer day at the beach with all my older brother's friends and they had drunk many soda's so they were really playfull there. ON that same day I drank too and some how ended up under the sand .After all that had happened they dug me out. At the time I was all slow so it was kind of harder for me to react and my Bro hella pantsed me in front of all the people that were in the water and the folks on the side walk saw my genitalia. So there you have it.

best thing that u love about fall

Well my favorite thing about fall is that wen all trees start to drop all there leaves and wen thers a hole lot of pup kens every were that i go at homes. Another thing that I love is that we go out trik or treating, as well i like seeing all the cool costumes and seeing all the little kid's running around crying about how got mo candy and how has the best mask. Well i also like that thers party's every were i go to and every body talks about it and that how they all start.One more thing is that we all get wet at the end and we all get crazy.

why do peopel became addicted

I really think that many people stay or get addicted to anything, is because they are always around that certain thing and that's why they are hooked on it. Another thing is that when you get hooked on something you tend to stay on it and some people don't try to get off it and as well they have a hard time to stay off it.
Like me I was hooked on pot and it got me into a hole lot of trouble and here I am because of it. That's why I really got off that stuff and people should try too.

Why do you think school is important

I really think that school is very important and that everybody needs to have it, so they at least know how too read and write. Many young teens need more motivation and like for me, I think that being in my shoes I have to get my G.E.D. at least and I want to finish off at a community college in auto body/car painting on engines.

If you lost every thing in a natural disaster (food)fire etc.

If this was to happen to me I would try to save as much family pictures an maybe some type of canned food. Another thing maybe I would try to save, my jewelry and any thing that I could save like my Nike's. That would really hurt me if I lost everything that I ever owned ,but also all that I love is my family, safe and sound with me....

What dose dedication mean in your life

For me that means that when someone is very into something , almost like if there hunger is to get what they want to have or something they have to accomplish. In my family that is pretty big, especially when my family all come from the other side of the border and for me it is almost the same because of the way that I messed up in school, so that why I am here. Teach me to succeed an be successful in life so I can be dedicated to my J.O.B.

favorite food's for Alex

My favorite food would have too be that family shrimp salad. This salad has been around my family since they immigrated from Mexico,the best one of all would have to be the one with avocado and that V8 juice,a squeeze of lime or lemon ether one works and at list one or two tomato's,also a slices of onion and if you wanna also put parsley and let it soack in lemon. Many restaurant now serve this salad so ma by you can go out and try this very yummy shrimp salad "k" so till next time.

If I could pick any job in the hole wide world ,it would have too be a sexy mechanic that builds or fixes car's for the rich an the poor.Many people wish that they could do what i wish to do for a living but hey who knows maybe i can open my own sexy mechanic academe, so hey hit me up if you know that type of people hey i am that person to teach them...

1.one thing that i saw is we the U.S. have biggerrisk obbisity problem. 2.that 0ne other thing is that Russia have the smalles rait iin obbisity.

hi i am alex p.