Weeks off..

Alex Pacheco is going out of town and wont be back till Sunday. I really wanna spend time with my family and friends over the holidays. I want to spend time over and out of the program and stay away from all the drama and I'll take some time to think about what happened about three weeks ago. In my pad there will be all sorts of food and there will be family from all over. I'm sure I am gonna have hella fun out there. I really wanna spend time with my "X" girlfriend. I need to write to my folks locked up so they don't feel all down even though they are incarcerated. There isn't anything more shitty then having to be stuck in a damn cell with your family out on the outs, but hey there isn't anything we can do to kick it with them so I'll take some alone time and write to them because that's what keeps you going and keeps you from thinking stupid things that you can do to your self because I did when in there.